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Sunday, September 25, 2005
hey bloggie....tis week, or rather dese few days, i'm extremely moody..n feel so unlucky..haixx...lemme tell u y...
d one thing which has bn buggin me since thursday...is d fact tt she won d Crime Prevention Postcard Design..! i noe i'm s'possed 2 b happy 4 her..but i can't tis time, coz HER design is actually usin MY idea..!! i reali cant accept it...n tis is d part tt reali pisses me off...
in d mornin when she found out tt she won first prize in d competition,she started grinnin ear 2 ear...n when i entered d class,she started lyk "hey nicke,i won first prize in d postcard design, u noe!" then laugh lyk mad...honestly,aft tt,my heart DROPPED,literally..n i feel lyk fainting,seriously..but,she din even say a simple thank you or sumtink liddat 2 me aft i gave her d idea..
then aft tt,she turned 2 me sed: "haiz...y ur design din win huh?well of coz la...URS IS SO UGLY.." n @ tis point, my blood started boilin n i feel lyk goin up 2 her n slap her face,but of coz i bore my feelings (with too much pain) n jux sed "how can u say such bad things..i noe urs won but u no need 2 say tt kinda things ryte.." then she jux sed tt she's onii jokin..haizz...she is OWAYS jokin...
sumtimes i really can't stand her character..d fact tt she oways try 2 hard 2 b d best..n tis i cant accept..she used my idea n din even sed thank you! she oways say things which hurt ppl's feelings n aft tt jux smiled n sed "ONLI JOKIN" n "sorry,sorry"...i mean, hello....wad does a simple sorry means to her?? absolutely nothing i guess...
one of these days i really hafta tell her bout tis habit tt she muz reali change..i dun care whether she wanna listen 2 me anot, but i reali hafta tell her.i can't subject myself 2 her attitude any longer..
k then, mb tts all i hafta ryte 4 2day...dun feel lyk rytin nemore...haizz...n 2day i cant go out summore...adds on 2 my blues..lol..so cyer bloggie!
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