the emptiness inside me

Monday, January 30, 2006

well todae me n d mars twins went 2 catch cheaper by the dozen 2 @ shaw house..

d movie was so darn funny tht d three of us [n prolly d whole theatre] laughed our socks off =)

n one more, i think taylor lautner's cute =D

he's d one who played as eliot murtaugh in d movie..

oh well,shan't talk bout boys here

d bad news is tht i lost $20 bucks..in my hostel. well someone must've taken it, coz i admit i was pretty careless 2 leave it in my drawer unattended 4 a nite

good thing tht almost all the shops [esp. mango] was closed 2dae. or else my bad mood would've shot through d roof =x

well i'm getting myself a drink now. tata =)

**gulp..i need water...

9:44 PM

Sunday, January 29, 2006

it's chinese new year!

well..happy new year to everyone n hope all of u get alot alot of red packets ^^

n it's jux my luck tht i'm stuck down here..when my fam's busily eating... steamboat on d other side! arrgh..lucky lil' souls my brothers r..

oh yea, i shuld tell u bout our angklung performance during CNY celebration..it was terrible! a total nightmare!

first we played Hela Hela Rotane..n it was okay i guess, but during d last part of He Xin Nian, we messed up n i think there's an extra line played n we weren't expecting it, so..there was a kind of 'halt' n it became vr2 messy..

but what's done is done! n i hope we'll perform better during Speech Day on April!

n i suddenly lost d mood 2 ryte..so cyer!

p.s : sowie it's such a short post! ^^"

11:31 AM

Monday, January 23, 2006

ytd i jux got news tht shocked d hell outta me

a close family friend of ours jux passed away coz of an accident..=(

gosh! it was too sudden to be true..he was still so young, for goodness' sake!

n yet my whole family refused 2 tell me wad had happened actually...scared tht i'll get stressed upon knowing it, they say

they onli told me tht his motorcycle got hit by a car..but i really wanna know wad had happened! oh well....

i truly wish him rest in peace n may God bless his family n help them to be strong during these times..Amen

n after all he had done for my family, i think me n d rest owe him a great deal

he had been around since i was a lil' kid, n practically watched me n my sibs grow up...it's jux too soon tht he had to leave..

well,to be honest i'm still quite dumbstruck by this, so mb some ppl might wonder y i seem 2 b pretty much worked out l8ly..

so now i gtg..ttys bloggie!

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4:15 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

i'm in a puzzle! i dunnoe wad to do!

his cold behaviour's killing me...[jiayin, now we're in d same boat]..wad is d use of sitting there n pining for someone who only thinks tht i'm jux a breeze of wind?? but as d saying goes,it's easy to remember a special someone, but much more harder to forget him

n d worst thing's tht i still hav feelings for him [a huge 'sigh' to teenage years]
i shouldn't have met him...he was the one who made me turn head over heels but in d end left me burning wif a lost stare coz i dun understand him @ all

he had made a huge flaw on my heart [dramatic huh??]

oh yea, my angklung was stolen by someone who dared to say tht angklung's hers...i mean, c'mon..i hav remembered every detail of tht particular A6 lyk d back of my hand k..

but it's ok...now i got it back *winks* n FYI, i've sorta 'personalised' it...hehehe

n this week d God of Homeworks [if dere is any] chose to stick wif me all d way..homeworks r pilin up on my desk!! dere's art 2 finish [2 projects! prolly d most...]

well i think it's jux art 4 now...i'll ask someone l8er,lol..

so now i'm outta here n cyer bloggie

**y0uu gave me d l0vee i needed, but leftt me wif a br0kenn heart *hix*

9:46 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006

so today i went to angklung practice aft school....

it's soo nice to b able to play it again!! [been 2 yrs since i last shook tht thing..lol]

we're gonna perform on Chinese New Year Celebration on d 27th l8er...

playing two pieces. Hela Hela Rotane & He Xin Nian....

actually i'm kinda sick n tired of He Xin Nian, but this tym d twist's 2 use angklung to play it! hahaha...

n when i hear us play, it's lyk, kinda special coz our Angklung team nvr played Chinese pieces b4..

gtg now [tuition!! grr...] cyerr!

5:25 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

how's my day??

my answer's perfect+disastrous

d perfect part's coz i get to go round n round orchard road 2dae wif c sherly...

n d disastrous part's...when i ACCIDENTALLY detached a vest button in Mango

i was trying it on, n when i was tuggin,tuggin n tuggin it's button [which hooked on to its hole lyk a koala to a eucalyptus tree] n suddenly...TACK-TACK-TACK!

i went "oops!"

n wad abt d button?it went on the floor n rolled outside of my changing room..

i guess d lady out dere saw my button n was wondering who has detached a button

well, heck if i'm goin out dere to admit it!

i went out, placed d vest on d table n got myself out of tht place ASAP

i swear, frm 2dae onwards, i am NOT gonna visit tht place ever ever again!

n i am soo tired tht i tink imma take my shower now

so cyer bloggie!! ta ta!

8:02 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

aw gosh, it's been raining 4 a few days..d weather's nt vr gd too.i'm sick n tired of seeing raindrops n shivering everywhere i go..lol

2dae went 2 church wif floren n c susan..it was [i admit] so boring!! d preacher 2dae was a lady frm overseas i tink..n she has tis interpreter who'll convert wadever she say into indonesian language. n i tell u, she kept on repeating her facts..lucky enough i din sleep over dere..

2morrow's back to school again!! n great,i havent even touch my homeworks yet..there's physics n chinese book review. those who know me [hip hip hurray to 100% slacker!!], well,ya noe it..i'm jux pretty darn lazy at times..

i'm dying of someone's attitude towards me!! that person have changed.i want yesteryear's him back...FYI, i never liked cold shoulders.

so i changed my blogskin..i want a kinda sweety pie feeling n i guess i'm lucky enuff 2 hav found tis skin..lol [pink all d way!!] well, newaes, gtg now...

*u're lyk d air tht i breathe. always around for me*

pink's hot, ppl

5:07 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

so i had a few more events which i have not related...well,today i wanna tok bout my bad days..hahaha

d vr first day of my sec 3 life is a nightmare 4 me!! can u imagine, on tht particular day itself i lost 50 bucks n one of my earrings..

well,i put my wallet inside my bag coz i was kinda rushin 4 assembly,so i left it @ d foyer wif some other councillors' bags..n aft d assembly, we found out tht our bags had been moved by some ppl to d front of d councillors' room.but when i checked my wallet l8er on in class, i found tht one of my 50 bucks was missing!! on tht morning,i was oready havin a BF [those of u who watched "White Chicks"...u shuld noe this] so i was prety much worked out..whoever stole my money...i hope he/she gets his lesson well...gosh ppl, macpherson is NO LONGER safe...thieves r running around..

4 my earring, i admit it was actually my fault. during PE class, my teacher was takin our height n weight when suddenly, i thought tht if i put my earrings in my chest pocket,i will 4get it l8er on..so i dcided 2 place it in d coins place in my wallet.but i was soo wrong!! aft PE class,i din realise tt my earing could fall off anytime n i guess i dropped it sumwhere. my mum'll kill me if she founds out...i daren't tell her yet..God, do bless me...=X

so l8er on i'm gonna go out wif shely..guess i hafta get ready now! cyer!!

12:46 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

whooppiee......it's been a long tym since i last blogged huh? hee hee...my bad, bloggie,cuz i din hav a chance 2 go OL during my holz @ indo! well....4 those who missed my rantings [lol =p]...here i am!!! =D

many things happened during tht long holiday...d fact tht i changed my crush [??!!]...my bro's shocking news..n so much more tht i cant even relate vr clearly here..kae,i'll start with d one i remember best

christmas 2005 was fabulous! during christmas eve [24 dec], i danced on stage with devina n milkha..i havent been dancing since i was a lil' kiddo,so..erm..was kinda nervous,but i made it! =D sum ppl even sed i danced well [i cant blieve it! i tot i was as stiff as a robot up dere *_*]

n den...d next day it's d official christmas day.n i was chosen 2 b d "angel tht lights up God's candle n bring about good news to all Christian" thing..so my task was simply 2 lead d leaders of my church onto d stage n light up a big candle while wearing a pair of wings [yay!!]. i shivered all d way when i was walkin,partly bcoz i was wearing d wrong shoes!! [was spossed 2 wear my ballerina flats,but 4got 2 change it,so i ended up with high heels] i mean,can u imagine an "angel" wearing high heels??! lol...luckily my long dress covered it up^^

feel so tired now. mb shuld take a break. cyer bloggie!

p.s: feel lyk changing skin...but not now!! mb next time..hahax. btw 4 all of u who tagged me durin d holz, i apologise for d l8 reply...as i sed i din go OL at all throughout d holz..=(

4:36 PM