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Saturday, July 29, 2006
ok..today sumhow fixed my mood a lil' bit..:)
jux came back frm d dance class at Amore..it was reali2 fun! even tho it would've been so much better with Debby around..sigh..actually she's supposed 2 come along with me 2 d class but it was cancelled due to d sudden arrival of her parents..oh well.
well,i got there alone @ 1.15 [too early! hahas] n prepared 4 d class..which starts @ 2pm. there were quite a lot of ppl attending d class togetha wif me. there were even a couple of ladies who looked like 50+. i was lyk, whoa, how d hell r they gonna dance? turns out i underestimated them. they can really shake their booties, y'noe..haha..
then we warmed up..n d whole routine began. d instructor was lyk "in my class, everyone is sexy. so i want you all to just dance with feeling n no need 2 feel shy" n she oso informed us tht d whole dance steps will b a very sensual type of dance [at this point of time i was lyk, "oh gosh,i'm dead"]..she chose d song 'Let Me' by Rihanna 4 d dance.d movements were quite fast so we had to really catch up with her if we dun wana get left behind. but thankfully enough,d instructor's vr patient n easygoing..
to my surprise, d steps were quite easy 2 do, but the movements were mainly emphasized on the hips n we had to literally shake our butts in almost each step. overall, a really really fun n enjoyable exercise :)i'm even sweating for more.lol
aft d whole workout my cousin told me tht she has arrived in S'pore! d news were quite sudden so i was kinda excited. maybe meeting her 2morrow or sum other time....cant wait 2 c her! ^^
well i guess thts all imma write today..cyer!
4:55 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
sowie 4 d very2 l8 update..havent had d mood 2 blog nowadays.heehee..
well anyways these days i'm feeling kinda down. ytd din go 2 school cuz aft d incident on tht nite, i jux dun feel lyk goin 2 schl n somehow i dun even wish to c my friends @ tht tym..sorry ppl, din mean anything by this..mb i jux need some time alone. well, turns out c sherly din go 2 school oso. then d 2 of us woke up quite l8 n then aftwards went OL 4 awhile..
oh yah. i missed d physics class test, so i had to retake it 2dae n u noe wad kind of marks i get? 7/20. teehee..mr lee sed tht we performed even worse than 3E. so oh well :)) lets jux hope we can do better 4 d common test.lol
i dun wanna talk about that incident nemore. even thinking bout it makes me sick to the stomach. urgh.
mayb thts all imma write 2dae.. have to finish typing the contact list 4 student council n print it out. summore l8er on having maths tuition.grr..
it's easy 4 u 2 say cuz u dun feel my pain...wads the use of apologising anyway? lyk what i've said, wads done is done. so be happy n dun make her sad. i dun wanna be the barrier shielding you two from your happiness. jux to let you noe,even though u treated me lyk a rag doll n hurt me, i'm smiling for d 2 of you..
ciaos
4:46 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
hmm..been so tired these past few days..actually dun feel like posting 2dae. bt since i havent been updating in ages i shall do so now..
school's starting to freak my nerves..i cant seem to pay attention in class these days. i m pretty much distracted by sth tht i cant really mention..n oh ya btw Keeshia moved to 3C!! aww....we lost another classmate..sigh..n seems like Sharan's gona transfer there anytime soon oso..cuz he wants 2 take A-maths..haizz
i have fallen apart. i cant stand it anymore. i just wanna cry. you never knew how much you mean to me. you tell me that you love me first, yet you threw your heart into reverse.. how i wish i can turn back time. i miss you so bad, yet i hate you for doing it n breaking my heart, so much that it hurts just to hear your name. i will give up anything just to have the old you back into my life. you are my joy, peace, laughter, everything. without you, i am empty.. you never knew how much tears have fallen because of you.. i'm just typing whatever's in my mind now..it's in total chaos. sometimes i think reality hurts n that life is unfair. believe me, it's what i'm thinking now. i just think that the world is against me..
dunno wad i'm writing anymore. maybe i'm starting to sound like a freak.oh well,gonna study 4 Physics test 2morrow. cya
oh gosh....i'm falling 4 him
8:30 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
sowie ppl..havent been updating 4 quite some time..din manage 2 grab hold of d comp til now..lols ^^" well these days nothing much really happened..it's all d usual thing everyday. dunno y but these days i tend 2 get tired very easily. i feel sleepy in almost every class [even lit!] mb i'm jux not getting enough sleep
for now, i love my bed to bits =p lol..
oh. n Councillors' Investiture 2006sucks big time
1st : they asked me to walk alone on the aisle.so, okay i did tht. n aft the whole ceremony ppl lyk Sharan Raj n Eric Lim Min De started to tease me by mimicking d way i walked. but Eric's version was the "drag queen" version -_-"
2nd :i was stuck in the front row. n i was jux sitting dere looking at the audience n feeling like a total moron
3rd : when we sang "Graduation", it was a total fiasco. Sarah n Diyanah din sing aft all, n we messed up d whole song as well. n worst of all when we're supposed 2 stop singing, d P.A ppl din stop d music. so once again, i was stuck dere standing like a total moron..-_-"
i am so embarassed. grr...i have no guts 2 face d school anymore
n btw d councillors r gonna hav new juniors agn..=)
n we're having this Leadership Workshop thing on Mondays starting frm ytd to early August. which means there r 3 more sessions coming.. oh gosh..it was so boring! i'd rather hav d Adam Khoo team back.. n it's until 5pm! imagine d exhaustion...? n they say tht we're gonna present something to a different kind of audience..lets hope this doesnt turn out bad..
well i'm so tired. ciaos!
3:43 PM
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